i am so dying of boredom right now. ya know, i don't particularly care for the style of this weblog. i'm gonna see what i can do to change it. also, the title majorly needs to change. it was just all i could think of, at the time. further, i wanted to get the word "musings" in there.

so tomorrow's my last day at work. i like my job a lot, but i'm kind of ready to move on. i'm ready to go back to school, but at the same time i'm kind of feeling the old sense of dread as well. you just never know how it's gonna be. i'm feeling really optimistic, though. i'm supposed to be starting this new job for a professor who i had for Operating Systems. that was a great class. i'm kind of intimidated, because i'm sure all the kids on his team are super-smart. i will most likely look like a total doof. of course, that won't be a first for me, so i'm sure i can deal w/ that. i just hope i don't tick people off too much because of not knowing stuff. i don't care if they think i'm stupid or something i just hope they realize i'm capable of learning. i want to learn all this stuff.

there was something else... hmm what was it? ah well. i'll doubtless tell a lot more about school and what not in days to come. oh yeah i'm just wondering how personal i should get in this weblog. i have a feeling most of the people mentioned in here will probably never read it, but nevertheless i didn't want to do a private thing. so i have to be careful. i am thinking it would be nice to use a weblog for my journal, but at the same time i kind of like curling up w/ an actual paper book to write stuff down when i need to vent and what not. so.. i don't know... i'll think about it, i guess.

ok, well this has been a boring installment.

Ok, so i've moved it onto the free web space. I'll try to figure out later why the blogger program couldn't log onto my ftp server. oh well. ftp is insecure anyways.

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This is a test post. I decided to start my own blog. I intend to use it as an on-line journal. maybe i'll put poems and stuff up here. We'll see how it turns out. I don't like that it makes you use FTP. I wish it used SCP instead. Ok, well, let's see if this works.

ack! the ftp server isn't accepting my login, for some reason...