Well, it's a quarter to ten and I'm still here at work. I've been here since 8:30 am. This is starting to feel just like school, only at school there was the Cafe. Here there is only loneliness... and the darkness outside the windows.
This process I follow has become more than just a ritual- it's actually a way of life. You break the kernel, you rebuild it. You scp it to your victim. Bosboot to build a boot image. sync; sync; reboot. You wait for the machine to boot up- hopefully you haven't broken it so badly that it won't start. ever hopeful, you run the test program, once again crashing the kernel. You grind your teeth, restart the machine, and this time drop immediately into the kernel debugger and start setting breakpoints. Bang head against wall. Repeat. This time you'll set breakpoints in the debugger BEFORE running the test program, if you're smart.
it seems like things must be getting kinda bad when i start putting printf's into the kernel. There is no universe in which this is a good sign.
*sigh*
just a blog of my ramblings. really an on-line journal.
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Friday, March 12, 2004
I don't have time for a real post, but I didn't want to lose track of this link:
http://www.wired.com/wired/archive/9.12/aspergers_pr.html because the article was so interesting and provocative.
BTW, i noticed on the blogger main page that the blogger kids are coming down to Austin! and they're going to Club DeVille, which IMO is a great place, with "great" being in the sense of "a dark, very low-key, cozy if somewhat seedy and borderline shady bar that i just knew i had to go to the first time i saw the tacky crown-shaped sign w/ its blinking lights out front of a place that doesn't even look like a bar, but looks more like a ramshackle old cottage, and my suspicions that it was a cool place were confirmed when i stepped in and Wilco playing through the sound system from mp3s off the laptop of the dude who worked there" and btw aren't run-on sentences great?
Anyways, of course I"ll be going to see Octopus Project that night, but not until later on. So i'll have to go down there beforehand, check it out and see if i can score a free blogger t-shirt for my brother or something. i'll update as more info becomes available, and i'll also put some info about SXSW.
oh yeah, speaking of which:
An essay on surviving SXSW
http://www.wired.com/wired/archive/9.12/aspergers_pr.html because the article was so interesting and provocative.
BTW, i noticed on the blogger main page that the blogger kids are coming down to Austin! and they're going to Club DeVille, which IMO is a great place, with "great" being in the sense of "a dark, very low-key, cozy if somewhat seedy and borderline shady bar that i just knew i had to go to the first time i saw the tacky crown-shaped sign w/ its blinking lights out front of a place that doesn't even look like a bar, but looks more like a ramshackle old cottage, and my suspicions that it was a cool place were confirmed when i stepped in and Wilco playing through the sound system from mp3s off the laptop of the dude who worked there" and btw aren't run-on sentences great?
Anyways, of course I"ll be going to see Octopus Project that night, but not until later on. So i'll have to go down there beforehand, check it out and see if i can score a free blogger t-shirt for my brother or something. i'll update as more info becomes available, and i'll also put some info about SXSW.
oh yeah, speaking of which:
An essay on surviving SXSW
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Ok, this is a quote direct of a web guide to Oslo, Norway, that i just found TOO amusing not to blog:
"For moments of great need and despair: Here is the Toilet Guide to Relief:
Deichmanske public library, Henrik Ibsens gt. 1, toilets on each side of the information counter.
Glasmagasinet, Stortorget, 3rd floor, nice and quite clean. Free.
Justisen, Møllergata 15, toilets in the backyard. Free.
Oslo Central Station, near the lockers. Very clean, but there is a NOK 5 fee.
Paléet, Karl Johans gate 37-43, up the stairs and behind the café. Free. "
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Here's a handy link I stumbled upon when I was trying to find the meaning of the term "savoir-faire." Check out this handy Foreign Phrase Dictionary:
http://www.infoplease.com/ipa/A0001619.html
http://www.infoplease.com/ipa/A0001619.html
Thursday, December 25, 2003
Looking at an email from my dear friend Beck today, imagine my surprise when i noticed a link to her blogger blog. i didn't even realize she had one!
Anyways, since this is none other than the friend w/ whom i made the famous, fabulously successful "Barbie Antigone" movie (which was an instant classic, garnering tremendous critical acclaim from the roughly 5 people who watched it), of course i have to plug her blog:
http://beckwoodward.blogspot.com
btw, Colette is here! in Austin! YAY!!! =)
Anyways, since this is none other than the friend w/ whom i made the famous, fabulously successful "Barbie Antigone" movie (which was an instant classic, garnering tremendous critical acclaim from the roughly 5 people who watched it), of course i have to plug her blog:
http://beckwoodward.blogspot.com
btw, Colette is here! in Austin! YAY!!! =)
Thursday, December 18, 2003
Here is an actual recipe review found on http://allrecipes.com (for no-bake chocolate peanut butter oatmeal bars):
wait a second, here....
"not allowed to bake" ???
...you can use your imagination.
"Excellent recipe. I made it with bittersweet chocolate and chunky peanut butter and it's absolutely delectable! Perhaps it would be better to cook the oatmeal a little longer, at least to the maximum time it says, for better results. However, now that I'm not allowed to bake, recipes like these are highly appreciated!"
wait a second, here....
"not allowed to bake" ???
...you can use your imagination.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
here is an excerpt from an email I sent my brother a few days ago, that i thought others might find useful if they're considering a new cell phone.
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also the new phone (the LG6000vx, i believe..) is not anywhere near as cute and dainty as the a530. However these disadvantages are easily outweighed by the fact that it has a much better interface. although unfortunately there is a single button wasted on the "Get-it NOW!" propaganda, it's merely one of the 4 directions on the round direction key (you know, i mean the button that has Left, Right, Up and Down) so it only functions as a "get it now" button when you're not navigating a submenu. and (thankfully) there is an OK button in the center. there are also buttons on either side and an additional camera button in the center below the OK button, providing quick access to the camera submenu. Overall, this phone is without a doubt much easier to use- most of the functionality is no more than 2 touches away, and there are shortcuts on each menu you can access by using the number keys.
i'm *very impressed* w/ the quality of the camera itself. it's way better than my web cam even. it also has 3 different resolutions to choose from, the highest being 640 x 480. i'm not sure how much nonvolatile memory it has, but i've got a decent-sized collection of pics (both ones that i took and ones i picture-messaged to myself from the internet) and i haven't yet run short on space. the picture caller ID is really neat, but unfortunately it only displays on the interior display- the phone's exterior LCD is a text-only single color scrolling display. it also has a very strange series of dots that light up, much like the diagnostic lights found on some motherboards, that you can program to display in different patterns to indicate different things. so you can tell by looking at the exterior display whether you're receiving a call in normal vs. roaming modes, or a text or pic message or voicemail and such. these lights display in about 3 colors.
there are 2 things though, that i still really miss about my old junky Kyocera phone- which i might possibly be able to achieve on this phone w/ some customization that i haven't yet discovered-
1. the phone allowed you to create a few of your own shortcut keys. this is such a great feature but i haven't heard of a lot of phones doing this.
2. 1-touch access to my Contacts list via the number keys (each number would jump to that alphabetical section in teh list). But this is fairly minor, since you have basically the same thing w/ most new phones, only it's 2 buttons away
anyways, i'm expounding on the qualities of the phone so that you have some idea whether you might be interested in this particular phone yourself. based on what i've seen so far, i'd recommend it. the camera is really neat & handy to have for situtations where you might want a pic but it's not important enough to want to take your digital camera along. the phone is sturdy- as is shown by the fact that i've already dropped it several times onto pavement- 2 of the times it was at fairly high speed- with no ill effects.
***
***
also the new phone (the LG6000vx, i believe..) is not anywhere near as cute and dainty as the a530. However these disadvantages are easily outweighed by the fact that it has a much better interface. although unfortunately there is a single button wasted on the "Get-it NOW!" propaganda, it's merely one of the 4 directions on the round direction key (you know, i mean the button that has Left, Right, Up and Down) so it only functions as a "get it now" button when you're not navigating a submenu. and (thankfully) there is an OK button in the center. there are also buttons on either side and an additional camera button in the center below the OK button, providing quick access to the camera submenu. Overall, this phone is without a doubt much easier to use- most of the functionality is no more than 2 touches away, and there are shortcuts on each menu you can access by using the number keys.
i'm *very impressed* w/ the quality of the camera itself. it's way better than my web cam even. it also has 3 different resolutions to choose from, the highest being 640 x 480. i'm not sure how much nonvolatile memory it has, but i've got a decent-sized collection of pics (both ones that i took and ones i picture-messaged to myself from the internet) and i haven't yet run short on space. the picture caller ID is really neat, but unfortunately it only displays on the interior display- the phone's exterior LCD is a text-only single color scrolling display. it also has a very strange series of dots that light up, much like the diagnostic lights found on some motherboards, that you can program to display in different patterns to indicate different things. so you can tell by looking at the exterior display whether you're receiving a call in normal vs. roaming modes, or a text or pic message or voicemail and such. these lights display in about 3 colors.
there are 2 things though, that i still really miss about my old junky Kyocera phone- which i might possibly be able to achieve on this phone w/ some customization that i haven't yet discovered-
1. the phone allowed you to create a few of your own shortcut keys. this is such a great feature but i haven't heard of a lot of phones doing this.
2. 1-touch access to my Contacts list via the number keys (each number would jump to that alphabetical section in teh list). But this is fairly minor, since you have basically the same thing w/ most new phones, only it's 2 buttons away
anyways, i'm expounding on the qualities of the phone so that you have some idea whether you might be interested in this particular phone yourself. based on what i've seen so far, i'd recommend it. the camera is really neat & handy to have for situtations where you might want a pic but it's not important enough to want to take your digital camera along. the phone is sturdy- as is shown by the fact that i've already dropped it several times onto pavement- 2 of the times it was at fairly high speed- with no ill effects.
***
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
So, last night I was once again saved by Google. You see, I just got a new phone that night, a spiffy camera-phone. Since I have a talent for breaking things/ doing the ONE THING you're not supposed to do, naturally the *first* thing i did was accidentally LOCK the phone.
not after i had made a single call with it.
not after i had taken a single picture with it.
or received/sent a single text message with it.
or even LOOKED to see if my contacts had all transferred correctly from the previous phone.
No, the very First Thing i did was engage the phone's security lock. Naturally, the phone came with a code programmed in- a code of which i was unaware. So, at about 9 PM when i got back from the bookstudy, i was starving. but there's no food in my apartment, because last time i went shopping i only bought food for when my brother was here; i didn't buy any additional food. and he ate me out of house and home! (j/k).
End result: i'm STARVING but i can't order pizza because i have no way to call the pizza place! what a nightmarish scenario! of course, i can't call Verizon, either- i couldn't call anybody. the phone's manual gave no clue.
luckily for me, googling the name of the phone + "lock" or something (i don't remember the exact search term i used) came up w/ a posting on a forum where somebody posted about doing the exact same thing i did. A helpful respondant suggested trying the last 4 of the phone's number. i tried it, too- and it worked.
phew. i even managed to order the pizza before they stopped delivering for the night.
not after i had made a single call with it.
not after i had taken a single picture with it.
or received/sent a single text message with it.
or even LOOKED to see if my contacts had all transferred correctly from the previous phone.
No, the very First Thing i did was engage the phone's security lock. Naturally, the phone came with a code programmed in- a code of which i was unaware. So, at about 9 PM when i got back from the bookstudy, i was starving. but there's no food in my apartment, because last time i went shopping i only bought food for when my brother was here; i didn't buy any additional food. and he ate me out of house and home! (j/k).
End result: i'm STARVING but i can't order pizza because i have no way to call the pizza place! what a nightmarish scenario! of course, i can't call Verizon, either- i couldn't call anybody. the phone's manual gave no clue.
luckily for me, googling the name of the phone + "lock" or something (i don't remember the exact search term i used) came up w/ a posting on a forum where somebody posted about doing the exact same thing i did. A helpful respondant suggested trying the last 4 of the phone's number. i tried it, too- and it worked.
phew. i even managed to order the pizza before they stopped delivering for the night.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Well, i finally updated my web page. and now this blog actually has a link to it! (gee, that was clever... why didn't i think of this sooner...?)
The page is kinda junky, some of which is intentional because you know i'm going for that hip, retro kinda feel. uh, yeah. Although i haven't yet made some nice photo album type pages, there is a directory full of pictures for your perusal, many of which probably no one's seen yet- including pics from the trip up north and the anniversary party (weekend of oct 25), and a few pictures of some of my TX friends. I tried to do a fairly decent job naming the files.
Also, the tabs are back (yay!)
The page is kinda junky, some of which is intentional because you know i'm going for that hip, retro kinda feel. uh, yeah. Although i haven't yet made some nice photo album type pages, there is a directory full of pictures for your perusal, many of which probably no one's seen yet- including pics from the trip up north and the anniversary party (weekend of oct 25), and a few pictures of some of my TX friends. I tried to do a fairly decent job naming the files.
Also, the tabs are back (yay!)
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
several photos have been made available, documenting a recent meeting of the:
EECS Avengers
hopefully the link will work. the reunion, though brief, was exciting to say the least. Check out the last picture. That's right- contrary to what you might have heard from his press agent, Chris Carraba is now a member of the EECS Avengers. (Well, we had to have a replacement for Rob 2.0, who may or may not have gone to Japan, but who has in any case apparently completely dropped off the EECs Avenger Radar)
EECS Avengers
hopefully the link will work. the reunion, though brief, was exciting to say the least. Check out the last picture. That's right- contrary to what you might have heard from his press agent, Chris Carraba is now a member of the EECS Avengers. (Well, we had to have a replacement for Rob 2.0, who may or may not have gone to Japan, but who has in any case apparently completely dropped off the EECs Avenger Radar)
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
i'd just like to share,
1. CMVC is evil. EVIL!
2. i put up a *few* photos at
http://photos.yahoo.com/spoongrrl19
in an album called "random foto." if i get inspired, i'll upload a few more tonite.
3. for anybody who doesn't know, it's over between me and the cats. they are very cute, but it was an abusive relationship. i kept hoping things would change, but i really had no reason to think anything would. then the "brave" one really ticked me off. the pair of them seem to come as a package deal, so unfortunately for the shy one, neither of them will be getting anything more from me anytime soon. and it will take MORE than just looking cute to get back in my good graces.
4. the archives of this blog have been fixed. it was reported to me that 3 months of archives were missing. i notified blogger.com and i was very impressed w/ their quick and effective response.
1. CMVC is evil. EVIL!
2. i put up a *few* photos at
http://photos.yahoo.com/spoongrrl19
in an album called "random foto." if i get inspired, i'll upload a few more tonite.
3. for anybody who doesn't know, it's over between me and the cats. they are very cute, but it was an abusive relationship. i kept hoping things would change, but i really had no reason to think anything would. then the "brave" one really ticked me off. the pair of them seem to come as a package deal, so unfortunately for the shy one, neither of them will be getting anything more from me anytime soon. and it will take MORE than just looking cute to get back in my good graces.
4. the archives of this blog have been fixed. it was reported to me that 3 months of archives were missing. i notified blogger.com and i was very impressed w/ their quick and effective response.
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
ok, now i'm just ticked off at stupid blogger.com. i just typed in this whole blog entry and when i hit the "publish" button, POOF! it just vanished. from now on, a copy is going onto the clip board. ERGGHH that's just so irritating. (i know, i know, stop complaining and write your own stupid script)
i'll try to reproduce my original post.
first, i wanted to put up a link to http://10.95.inr.net/tools/html-escape-codes.cfm because it might come in handy again some time and it's not convenient at the moment to add it to my links page.
and there's another place worth checking out (especially for you, j, if you havne't already -yes, i'm talking to you James Mickens- as i break down the 4th wall w/ reckless abandon)- Forthright's Phrontistery. I found this site some months (years?) ago when i was trying to look up the word "lethalogica." the ironic twist here is that i couldn't look it up because i was suffering from it. but i had some idea about the word, and i while i was attempting to look it up in all manner of arcane dictionaries (both online and physical) i found that site. I thought it was really neat, and by "really neat" i mean dorky like scrabble or penny loafers. then i lost the link, due to the endless cycle of Windows reinstalls (Favorites folders never seem to have a very long life). and i could never look up the site because i couldn't remember that crazy word, "phrontistery." but in an unusually lighthearted twist of fate, i happened upon the site again today when i went to look up the word "triptych," (which incidentally, i did know the meaning of, but i wanted to make sure).
well this has been yet another remarkably content-free installment. stay tuned.
i'll try to reproduce my original post.
first, i wanted to put up a link to http://10.95.inr.net/tools/html-escape-codes.cfm because it might come in handy again some time and it's not convenient at the moment to add it to my links page.
and there's another place worth checking out (especially for you, j, if you havne't already -yes, i'm talking to you James Mickens- as i break down the 4th wall w/ reckless abandon)- Forthright's Phrontistery. I found this site some months (years?) ago when i was trying to look up the word "lethalogica." the ironic twist here is that i couldn't look it up because i was suffering from it. but i had some idea about the word, and i while i was attempting to look it up in all manner of arcane dictionaries (both online and physical) i found that site. I thought it was really neat, and by "really neat" i mean dorky like scrabble or penny loafers. then i lost the link, due to the endless cycle of Windows reinstalls (Favorites folders never seem to have a very long life). and i could never look up the site because i couldn't remember that crazy word, "phrontistery." but in an unusually lighthearted twist of fate, i happened upon the site again today when i went to look up the word "triptych," (which incidentally, i did know the meaning of, but i wanted to make sure).
well this has been yet another remarkably content-free installment. stay tuned.
Thursday, August 21, 2003
ok, i realize this blog is not supposed to be all about SCO vs. IBM, or IP rights vs. Open Source, etc, etc, but this latest quote i read from Linus Torvalds was just TOO stinking hilarious to not share.
From an interview with eWeek, in response to a question about whether it might be infeasible for Linux developers to remove the quantity of offending lines of allegedly stolen code, he replied, "They [SCO] are smoking crack." (http://www.eweek.com/article2/0,3959,1227150,00.asp.
i'll keep the one person who's actually reading this posted. Stay tuned for more developments and (eventually, i promise) a real blog entry.
From an interview with eWeek, in response to a question about whether it might be infeasible for Linux developers to remove the quantity of offending lines of allegedly stolen code, he replied, "They [SCO] are smoking crack." (http://www.eweek.com/article2/0,3959,1227150,00.asp.
i'll keep the one person who's actually reading this posted. Stay tuned for more developments and (eventually, i promise) a real blog entry.
Tuesday, August 19, 2003
ok, so it's not like anyone out there is running a hash function over this page and is about to realize that it has changed, but i feel it's finally time to post at least a cursory blog entry.
you see, i just couldn't pass up an opportunity to share a quote from Linus Torvalds, "I allege that SCO is full of it."
http://www.eweek.com/article2/0,3959,1134068,00.asp.
Now, without a doubt these comments are highly entertaining. and based on everything i've read so far, Linus is almost certainly correct. Nevertheless, this type of bombastic tomfoolery is not really adding to the credibility of the Open Source Movement.
well, i'll make a better blog post later. chou
you see, i just couldn't pass up an opportunity to share a quote from Linus Torvalds, "I allege that SCO is full of it."
http://www.eweek.com/article2/0,3959,1134068,00.asp.
Now, without a doubt these comments are highly entertaining. and based on everything i've read so far, Linus is almost certainly correct. Nevertheless, this type of bombastic tomfoolery is not really adding to the credibility of the Open Source Movement.
well, i'll make a better blog post later. chou
Sunday, August 03, 2003
Ok, well i have several things to address this evening. 1st off, Austin seems pretty cool so far. it's been pretty fun. people around here ACTUALLY are into music, which is of course awesome. so i'll be going to lots of shows, some of which i'll probably blog about. the most apropos weblinks i can share are austin360 and austinchronicle. (after all, this IS a weblog, right?)
anyways, more about that another time. thing is, i have to rant. it turns out Radiohead is playing in Houston the first of October. even though i just saw them, i'd be totally up for seeing them again. so i went to their site to try to buy tix like 3 days ago or something. i refrained from buying the tix at work becuse i'm trying to be a consciencious (i can't spell that word, incidentally- i just tried like 8 different spellings... this new keyboard doesn't help, either b/c it feels different from my old one, which is now at work, and i'm not used to it. but it IS wireless, which is cool. but i digress...) employee and what-not and i didn't even go to find tix as soon as i heard about it.
so at the last page, it says something like "don't hit submit again if it takes a long time or you will order double tickets, or maybe nothing at all.." etc etc. well, something goofed, because i never saw any confirmation screen. i dunno if the page popped up and i immediately killed it, thinking it was a pop-up ad, or what happened. in any case, i had already given it my credit card number, and i didn't want to try again for risk of buying twice as many tickets. because they were none too cheap for lawn tix. so i immediately emailed their support address, explaining what happened and saying "could you let me know whether the order went through, because if it didn't, i'd like to order again before they sell out"
well, they didn't email me back. and i never got a confirmation email. so i figure, it must not have worked. so i went to the site again today thinking to just go through the order process again, and guess what? they're SOLD OUT. big surprise- i should have known because this type of thing ALWAYS happens to me. anyways, i was really ticked off. b/c if they would have emailed me, then i could have got the tickets in time.
so the end result of all of this is, DON"T BUY ANYTHING FROM WASTE.CO.UK because they're total losers. i emailed them to complain but they probably don't even care. obviously they don't, or they would have answered my first email. but who knows, maybe they never got the email. i don't think it happens very often, percentage-wise, but after all, the internet is a best-effort system. it's possible the email never got to them. maybe i should try to give them the benefit of the doubt.
anyways, more about that another time. thing is, i have to rant. it turns out Radiohead is playing in Houston the first of October. even though i just saw them, i'd be totally up for seeing them again. so i went to their site to try to buy tix like 3 days ago or something. i refrained from buying the tix at work becuse i'm trying to be a consciencious (i can't spell that word, incidentally- i just tried like 8 different spellings... this new keyboard doesn't help, either b/c it feels different from my old one, which is now at work, and i'm not used to it. but it IS wireless, which is cool. but i digress...) employee and what-not and i didn't even go to find tix as soon as i heard about it.
so at the last page, it says something like "don't hit submit again if it takes a long time or you will order double tickets, or maybe nothing at all.." etc etc. well, something goofed, because i never saw any confirmation screen. i dunno if the page popped up and i immediately killed it, thinking it was a pop-up ad, or what happened. in any case, i had already given it my credit card number, and i didn't want to try again for risk of buying twice as many tickets. because they were none too cheap for lawn tix. so i immediately emailed their support address, explaining what happened and saying "could you let me know whether the order went through, because if it didn't, i'd like to order again before they sell out"
well, they didn't email me back. and i never got a confirmation email. so i figure, it must not have worked. so i went to the site again today thinking to just go through the order process again, and guess what? they're SOLD OUT. big surprise- i should have known because this type of thing ALWAYS happens to me. anyways, i was really ticked off. b/c if they would have emailed me, then i could have got the tickets in time.
so the end result of all of this is, DON"T BUY ANYTHING FROM WASTE.CO.UK because they're total losers. i emailed them to complain but they probably don't even care. obviously they don't, or they would have answered my first email. but who knows, maybe they never got the email. i don't think it happens very often, percentage-wise, but after all, the internet is a best-effort system. it's possible the email never got to them. maybe i should try to give them the benefit of the doubt.
Tuesday, July 22, 2003
incidentally, that post about the "other" "Laura Lynn" was totally not serious. i mean, it was all true, but the stalker part. i'm seriously not a stalker. i have better things to do w/ my time. (well, other people who are higher on my list of stalkees, at any rate.) but i did think it an odd coincidence.
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
ok, i'm so sick of not being able to find the man pages i need. i used to have a bookmark at school to a really nicely laid-out web site with man pages. but i don't feel like wasting a lot of time trying to find it right now. so for the time being, i'm putting up this link:http://www.rt.com/man/ to a site that seems to have a pretty complete listing of UNIX man pages, although the layout leaves something to be desired. i'll try to include a real blog entry later w/ some additional (better) links.
Monday, July 14, 2003
ok, so THIS is freaky. some time ago, it was brought to my attention that there's another "Laura Lynn" using blogger (http://lauralynn.blogspot.com. I asserted at the time that if she started signing her blog entries "~L" (which everyone who's ever received any email or handwritten note from me knows is MY trademark), then i would have to take action to protect my on-line identity from this OTHER (all but counterfeit) Laura Lynn. well, i thought i'd check on her (see what's going on and what-not in her peachy life) AND CAN YOU BELIEVE I THINK SHE'S ALSO IN AUSTIN, TX!!!
you realize what this means, right?
heh heh heh... this is exactly how stalkers come into the world. *rubs hands together eagerly*. it MAY just be that this town is big enough for both of us. MAYBE. after all, she is several years younger than i am, so our spheres of influence aren't likely to overlap. NEVERTHELESS i think some type of meeting may have to occur, by "happenstance" as it were. i'm betting on the fact that she hasn't noticed my blog. really, there's no reason for her to know about it. i don't want her to know about me, at least not yet. i think i'll just sort of watch her cautiously, from a distance.
seriously i mean what are the odds? too many strange coincidences have been occurring lately. *shakes head*
oh yeah, incidentally today was my first day of work at IBM. since this is a weblog (technically), here's a link which anyone reading this (and i seriously doubt anyone IS reading this) will likely find completely useless.
you realize what this means, right?
heh heh heh... this is exactly how stalkers come into the world. *rubs hands together eagerly*. it MAY just be that this town is big enough for both of us. MAYBE. after all, she is several years younger than i am, so our spheres of influence aren't likely to overlap. NEVERTHELESS i think some type of meeting may have to occur, by "happenstance" as it were. i'm betting on the fact that she hasn't noticed my blog. really, there's no reason for her to know about it. i don't want her to know about me, at least not yet. i think i'll just sort of watch her cautiously, from a distance.
seriously i mean what are the odds? too many strange coincidences have been occurring lately. *shakes head*
oh yeah, incidentally today was my first day of work at IBM. since this is a weblog (technically), here's a link which anyone reading this (and i seriously doubt anyone IS reading this) will likely find completely useless.
Saturday, July 12, 2003
Quote from John Loiacono, the vice president of Sun's Operating Platforms group, "I never want to be lumped into any categories with Microsoft other than profitability." (originating article)
that just killed me.
incidentally, i'm in Austin, TX at the moment. i was kind of out of touch for several days, but they finally hooked up my cable internet access 2 days ago. i know i promised to tell about the Field Day concert, but i don't feel like writing a lot at the moment so i'll just give a brief synopsis.
Chucke and I got to the concert, which was relocated from somewhere far far away in Long Island to Giants Stadium in Jersey, which is only like 20 minutes or somethign from his house. we got there around 1 or somethign, in time to hear the end of Liz Phair and all of Beth Orton. which was cool. except it was pretty much raining from the start and kind of cold. i was wearing jeans and a tank top w/ a light jacket. unfortunately, the rain seeped right through my jacket and i was soaked almost instantly. also i was freezing once i got wet. we went outside to the 2nd stage because we wanted to hear Thursday. but by the time they finally started playing (incidentally, i don't ever recall going to a concert where the bands took more time to set up between acts. seriously.) i was so cold i knew i had to get a dry shirt on or something. so we went and i got another t-shirt (oh yeah, i had already got one concert t-shirt and put it on over my tank top so i'd be warmer. but once it got wet, it ceased to help). and chucke got us both ponchos.
so i took off my wet shirts and put on the new, dry shirt under the poncho. i felt a TON better after i got on the dry shirt, even though my jeans were soaked clear through. we stood under the shelter of some stairs for a bit, then we decided to go back into the stadium and go sit in the seats, under the overhang to try to dry off a bit. we had all-area passes so we weren't supposed to be in the seats, but luckily they weren't being too watchful. so we had some warm cookies or something and sat in the seats and listened to Underworld and Blur. i was impressed by the hardcore fans who were dancing the entire time Underworld was performing. also, we witnessed this crazy girl in an orange shirt who was literally going crazy during Blur's performance. this girl was INTENSE. i wonder if she was on speed or something. i mean seriously. she was out of control. we were watching from far, far away on the mezzanine level. the sound was still pretty good up there though. we hung our wet shirts on the seats in front of us but they didn't get dry. fortunately, my pants did get a little bit more dry.
throughout the entire show, i did not drink anything at all. i didn't want to have to go to the bathroom when Radiohead finally went on. so i literally didn't drink anything. not even water. for like 12 hours. i guess i must have been absorbing water through my skin though because i didn't feel dehydrated.
we finally made our way down to the floor toward the end of Blur. we wanted to get as close as possible so we could stay there until the end. once we got down there (incidentally it was still raining, usually POURING) we were dismayed to learn that Beck wouldn't be playing, supposedly due to an injury that put him in the hospital. like, a slip & fall injury or something. a lot of fans were dubious and vocalized their opinion that after what we'd been through (w/ the rain) and what we'd paid (too much) Beck should come on stage in a wheelchair if necessary. we were kind of doubtful whether this supposed injury had actually occurred or if Beck just was smart enough not to want to be at an outdoor concert in the pouring rain. *shrugs*
At any rate, after MUCH delay the Beastie Boys finally took the stage. now, i'll admit i'm not a big fan. nevertheless, i do enjoy a number of their songs, in particular such classics as "Sabotage" and "No Sleep 'Til Brooklyn." they didn't play those 2, or hardly any of their other older hits. not even the breakout "Fight for your Right" (or whatever its actual title is). they mostly played new stuff and i was not impressed. my biggest impression was that they're getting old and their show really lacked energy. plus for the first half of their set the mics needed to be turned up. not particularly encouraging. anyways that's my opinion on it.
so then we were waiting around FOREVER for Radiohead to finally play. it was getting dark by this time. oddly enough, i ran into this guy who i met last fall at a Cake concert. i mean seriously, what are the odds? i can see us both being at that concert, even though it was on the other side of the country, but what are the odds of us actually seeing each other? and we both recognized each other and remembered stuff, like that we were both into computer engineering and what-not. so that was kinda wild. there were easily a coupla thousand people on the floor of the stadium by this time, not to mention the stands were filling up. it was a sizable crowd, and i'd estimate the amount if i were any good at estimating numbers. (aside: well, i DID tie to win the "baptismal pool" this summer at the convention at Pontiac- i guessed 230 & there turned out to be 231 baptised.) i think Chucke said he thought there were 10,000 people just on the floor.
to keep us from getting upset, the cameraman was panning the crowd and people were making faces at the camera and what-not. of course, he started to get girls to flash their boobs. then they switched over to showing some words and stuff on the big video screens. around 10 minutes later i was wondering if they were finally going to go on, because the stage was dark but i could see some people were moving around there. chucke boosted me up onto his shoulders so i could get a better look. i was just sort of looking up there, trying to see what was going on when suddenly the people nearby started saying "hey, look- you're up there!" i was like "wha-.?" and then i looked at the screens and saw i was up there. of course, once i looked, everybody started screaming. i started shaking my head, mouthing "NO WAY" and so they started screaming louder. i was thinking if i didn't do anything the cameraman would just move on, but he didn't. i was so embarrassed but Chucke let me down pretty quickly. i mean seriously there was no way i was gonna flash everybody. geez come on. anyways, it was embarrassing. and you know i dont' typically get embarrassed that easily. but when i do, i always make sure to tell the story to everybody. kind of backwards, i'd imagine.
anyways, FINALLY Radiohead went on, and it actually stopped raining around when they started. also, it was warming up becuase the press of people was so great. several times, the crowd rushed forward and everybody was swept along in the crush of bodies. this really short girl was right in front of me and i and a couple other people practically had our arms around her because we didn't want her to get flattened, being so small as she was. there is no way anybody w/ any kind of social phobia would have been able to handle that situation. we were packed in there like sardines. it was mad.
they opened w/ one of their new songs- i'm pretty sure it was "There, there." man, they sounded SO GOOD. they played almost entirely stuff taht i liked, including almost every song off the new album (which somehow, a ton of people there already had got their hands on, but which was entirely new to me), probably every song off Kid A, and a lot of stuff off Ok Computer. they also played a few B-sides like that one song "Talk Show Host" off the Romeo & Juliet soundtrack. i was really happy that they even played one or 2 off the Bends (for instance they played "You Do It To Yourself"). another cool thing was that the lights and stuff that had going on actually added to the overall effect. it seems like sometimes the stuff people do at concerts can actually detract from the music, or at least be a distraction. but their lights & special effects really added to the music. they put on a great show, without a doubt. i wish we could have got closer, but as it was, that entire field was crammed w/ people, so we actually were probably closer to the stage than at least 80% of the people there. we also were fairly positioned toward the middle, where the stereo sound is best. Radiohead gave us a good hour and a half or more of music- they came back for a half-hour long encore set which i think was well-deserved after the way we all put up w/ the rain for them.
SO... the verdict is, it WAS worth it. even though my jeans still hadn't dried by the next morning and i had to take a bath when we got home to warm up. but i don't think i would have stuck out that concert for any other band but Radiohead.
after that, i drove to Canada and hung out w/ my Canuck friends for a few days. it was really fun, but i can't think of any big stories to tell from that experience, other than the fact that i was detained by Customs officials on the way into Canada at Niagara Falls. because i look like SUCH a terrorist, ya know? (NOTE TO THE DOD BOT READING THIS: I'M JUST JOKING, OK? No need to throw out any red flags). despite this delay, having to turn around 2wice because i misinterpreted my brother's vague directions, and getting slowed down by torrential rains, i still made it to Kasey's house in much less time than everyone said it would take. and i'm infamous for my frequent bathroom stops. *shrugs* go figure.
COMING NEXT: airport irony & my new apartment
aside: you know, that "brief synopsis" didn't turn out so brief, did it? ...ah, central time...
that just killed me.
incidentally, i'm in Austin, TX at the moment. i was kind of out of touch for several days, but they finally hooked up my cable internet access 2 days ago. i know i promised to tell about the Field Day concert, but i don't feel like writing a lot at the moment so i'll just give a brief synopsis.
Chucke and I got to the concert, which was relocated from somewhere far far away in Long Island to Giants Stadium in Jersey, which is only like 20 minutes or somethign from his house. we got there around 1 or somethign, in time to hear the end of Liz Phair and all of Beth Orton. which was cool. except it was pretty much raining from the start and kind of cold. i was wearing jeans and a tank top w/ a light jacket. unfortunately, the rain seeped right through my jacket and i was soaked almost instantly. also i was freezing once i got wet. we went outside to the 2nd stage because we wanted to hear Thursday. but by the time they finally started playing (incidentally, i don't ever recall going to a concert where the bands took more time to set up between acts. seriously.) i was so cold i knew i had to get a dry shirt on or something. so we went and i got another t-shirt (oh yeah, i had already got one concert t-shirt and put it on over my tank top so i'd be warmer. but once it got wet, it ceased to help). and chucke got us both ponchos.
so i took off my wet shirts and put on the new, dry shirt under the poncho. i felt a TON better after i got on the dry shirt, even though my jeans were soaked clear through. we stood under the shelter of some stairs for a bit, then we decided to go back into the stadium and go sit in the seats, under the overhang to try to dry off a bit. we had all-area passes so we weren't supposed to be in the seats, but luckily they weren't being too watchful. so we had some warm cookies or something and sat in the seats and listened to Underworld and Blur. i was impressed by the hardcore fans who were dancing the entire time Underworld was performing. also, we witnessed this crazy girl in an orange shirt who was literally going crazy during Blur's performance. this girl was INTENSE. i wonder if she was on speed or something. i mean seriously. she was out of control. we were watching from far, far away on the mezzanine level. the sound was still pretty good up there though. we hung our wet shirts on the seats in front of us but they didn't get dry. fortunately, my pants did get a little bit more dry.
throughout the entire show, i did not drink anything at all. i didn't want to have to go to the bathroom when Radiohead finally went on. so i literally didn't drink anything. not even water. for like 12 hours. i guess i must have been absorbing water through my skin though because i didn't feel dehydrated.
we finally made our way down to the floor toward the end of Blur. we wanted to get as close as possible so we could stay there until the end. once we got down there (incidentally it was still raining, usually POURING) we were dismayed to learn that Beck wouldn't be playing, supposedly due to an injury that put him in the hospital. like, a slip & fall injury or something. a lot of fans were dubious and vocalized their opinion that after what we'd been through (w/ the rain) and what we'd paid (too much) Beck should come on stage in a wheelchair if necessary. we were kind of doubtful whether this supposed injury had actually occurred or if Beck just was smart enough not to want to be at an outdoor concert in the pouring rain. *shrugs*
At any rate, after MUCH delay the Beastie Boys finally took the stage. now, i'll admit i'm not a big fan. nevertheless, i do enjoy a number of their songs, in particular such classics as "Sabotage" and "No Sleep 'Til Brooklyn." they didn't play those 2, or hardly any of their other older hits. not even the breakout "Fight for your Right" (or whatever its actual title is). they mostly played new stuff and i was not impressed. my biggest impression was that they're getting old and their show really lacked energy. plus for the first half of their set the mics needed to be turned up. not particularly encouraging. anyways that's my opinion on it.
so then we were waiting around FOREVER for Radiohead to finally play. it was getting dark by this time. oddly enough, i ran into this guy who i met last fall at a Cake concert. i mean seriously, what are the odds? i can see us both being at that concert, even though it was on the other side of the country, but what are the odds of us actually seeing each other? and we both recognized each other and remembered stuff, like that we were both into computer engineering and what-not. so that was kinda wild. there were easily a coupla thousand people on the floor of the stadium by this time, not to mention the stands were filling up. it was a sizable crowd, and i'd estimate the amount if i were any good at estimating numbers. (aside: well, i DID tie to win the "baptismal pool" this summer at the convention at Pontiac- i guessed 230 & there turned out to be 231 baptised.) i think Chucke said he thought there were 10,000 people just on the floor.
to keep us from getting upset, the cameraman was panning the crowd and people were making faces at the camera and what-not. of course, he started to get girls to flash their boobs. then they switched over to showing some words and stuff on the big video screens. around 10 minutes later i was wondering if they were finally going to go on, because the stage was dark but i could see some people were moving around there. chucke boosted me up onto his shoulders so i could get a better look. i was just sort of looking up there, trying to see what was going on when suddenly the people nearby started saying "hey, look- you're up there!" i was like "wha-.?" and then i looked at the screens and saw i was up there. of course, once i looked, everybody started screaming. i started shaking my head, mouthing "NO WAY" and so they started screaming louder. i was thinking if i didn't do anything the cameraman would just move on, but he didn't. i was so embarrassed but Chucke let me down pretty quickly. i mean seriously there was no way i was gonna flash everybody. geez come on. anyways, it was embarrassing. and you know i dont' typically get embarrassed that easily. but when i do, i always make sure to tell the story to everybody. kind of backwards, i'd imagine.
anyways, FINALLY Radiohead went on, and it actually stopped raining around when they started. also, it was warming up becuase the press of people was so great. several times, the crowd rushed forward and everybody was swept along in the crush of bodies. this really short girl was right in front of me and i and a couple other people practically had our arms around her because we didn't want her to get flattened, being so small as she was. there is no way anybody w/ any kind of social phobia would have been able to handle that situation. we were packed in there like sardines. it was mad.
they opened w/ one of their new songs- i'm pretty sure it was "There, there." man, they sounded SO GOOD. they played almost entirely stuff taht i liked, including almost every song off the new album (which somehow, a ton of people there already had got their hands on, but which was entirely new to me), probably every song off Kid A, and a lot of stuff off Ok Computer. they also played a few B-sides like that one song "Talk Show Host" off the Romeo & Juliet soundtrack. i was really happy that they even played one or 2 off the Bends (for instance they played "You Do It To Yourself"). another cool thing was that the lights and stuff that had going on actually added to the overall effect. it seems like sometimes the stuff people do at concerts can actually detract from the music, or at least be a distraction. but their lights & special effects really added to the music. they put on a great show, without a doubt. i wish we could have got closer, but as it was, that entire field was crammed w/ people, so we actually were probably closer to the stage than at least 80% of the people there. we also were fairly positioned toward the middle, where the stereo sound is best. Radiohead gave us a good hour and a half or more of music- they came back for a half-hour long encore set which i think was well-deserved after the way we all put up w/ the rain for them.
SO... the verdict is, it WAS worth it. even though my jeans still hadn't dried by the next morning and i had to take a bath when we got home to warm up. but i don't think i would have stuck out that concert for any other band but Radiohead.
after that, i drove to Canada and hung out w/ my Canuck friends for a few days. it was really fun, but i can't think of any big stories to tell from that experience, other than the fact that i was detained by Customs officials on the way into Canada at Niagara Falls. because i look like SUCH a terrorist, ya know? (NOTE TO THE DOD BOT READING THIS: I'M JUST JOKING, OK? No need to throw out any red flags). despite this delay, having to turn around 2wice because i misinterpreted my brother's vague directions, and getting slowed down by torrential rains, i still made it to Kasey's house in much less time than everyone said it would take. and i'm infamous for my frequent bathroom stops. *shrugs* go figure.
COMING NEXT: airport irony & my new apartment
aside: you know, that "brief synopsis" didn't turn out so brief, did it? ...ah, central time...
Thursday, July 03, 2003
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